I been thinking...

I just haven't been taking the time to blog. I've been writing raps more, anyways. So... Yeah. Like I always say, my lyrics are just verbal blog posts that rhyme.

I'm gonna keep this relatively short...

But, speaking of rap... I'm obviously a very good rapper. And nothing that anyone's heard before. And I thank everyone who shares my sentiments... If I don't get a deal, or some kind of recognition for my rhymes, then I'll personally feel as if I'm comparable to "that one kid better than Jordan who didn't get that break" (Jadakiss - 'Why'). I have the talent/skill to make something of myself in this rap game. I don't wanna toot my own horn, because I've been humbled lately...

That's it. All I can do is keep doing what I'm doing.

Inspiration.

I watch these two videos almost every day... The latter of the two, I've been watching since I was in 9th grade (2006-07).

It's odd, since I don't play an instrument or sing... Oh, well. Very inspiring videos to me.

Pharrell creating "Midnight Hour" for Natasha Ramos.

Ryan Leslie creating "Promise Not to Call."

Pumpa!

It starts now.

I've just been looking at this dream, thinking about it... For 4 years now.
The time for spectating is over. I refuse to just be on the outside looking.
The time to chase and take what I want is just around the corner.
The first step begins SOON.

I'm motivated like never before.

Self-Help.
The Minute Mixtape.
The Composite.
Abstract Thoughts.
The Levi Chronicles.*

It's imminent.

*working title.

New favorite artist (AGAIN)!

Okay... Anyone who knows anything about me and music know that this is how I work: I'll select an artist, and almost ONLY listen to said artist for a period that ranges from 1 week to 3 months.

Here are some of those artists in the past (in order):

Mos Def
Pharrell*
Lupe Fiasco
Charles Hamilton*
XV
J. Cole
Blu
Q-Tip
Fashawn
Ryan Leslie*
Kendrick Lamar

*these artists are immortalized in my mind for various reasons

AND NOW:DANNY BROWN.

Not really gonna speak too much else on him (look him up). I watched this video and was amazed at the lyrics and, surprisingly, his delivery.

That is all for now.

Oh, and by the way, prepare for the ABSTRACT THOUGHTS world takeover.

Futurespect.

A song I did from mid-October.
The title is a word I [think I] made up that is a combination of "Futuristic" and "Retrospect."
Shouts to Philippe Edison on the instrumental.

Tryna figure out what the past meant.

I took a chance on romance... I loved you.
And now that it burns, I still yearn to touch you.
And the question is:
Who can love you like I love you, baby?

You were the one that made me real.

And, I wonder if we'll ever find out how it was supposed to be...

Somewhere far along this road...

How could you be so... cold
As the winter wind when it breeze, yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me though
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

How could be so Dr. Evil?
You're bringin' out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we wasn't gon' speak, so
Why we up 3 a.m. on the phone?
Why do she be so mad at me for?
Homie, I don't know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

Talk and talk and talk and talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got somethin' new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

System overload.

"How many times did I tell you, 'fore it finally got through?
You lose... You lose..."

Never again.

"If spring can take the snow away...
Can it melt away all our mistakes?"

I wish this song would really come true.

"When I grab your neck
I touch your SOUL."

Wait for it... Waaaait for iiiiit...

It'll be like it was... One day. I have... Faith.

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